santi left January 4th 2006

its been a hard few months since i last updated. It's finals time right now, I have my first final Tuesday, in 2 days. Oh god. Well anyway, santi left january 4th for New Mexico, he went without knowing whether he was even admitted into UNM, but he eventually was, which is good. But i hooked up with charles last night, and it sucked, it just made me miss santi alot more. I dont know what to do because i just want to be with him, i miss his company more than i can even explain. Basketball is going okay. we lost to WINDWARD by 17. That was awful but it was the best game I have played this season. Its been hard trying to balance everything, and i guess without santi here it makes it easier but not really.
It was jessica iovine's party last night and chelsea broke my camera because she had done too much cocaine. It made me really upset for a number of obvious reasons. I met Dr.Dre and Mary J Blige at the party though. that was sweet. anyway, im not going to be friends with her anymore. i miss santi. alot.